Burning

Okay, everybody. Today will be the last day I'm Facebooking. Shall stop Facebooking until my exams are over, which will be almost at the end of November? YES, I CAN DO IT! CONSIDER YOUR CHALLENGE ACCEPTED BY GENIUS RAY, MR RAJAH! I WILL DO IT! Mr Rajah's my Biology lecturer by the way. When he said that, I actually pumped my fists in the air. And I think he saw. HAHAHA.

Anyway, final exams are in another two weeks time, and my results are nowhere near good. So I probably will have to be a crime drug lord in the future. Not my fault, blame the government! Or maybe a farmer. WHAT, LOOKING DOWN ON FARMERS HUHHH?

I don't really have anything to say lah, actually. Well, there are a few things bothering me, but if I type them out here, you guys are gonna think I'm emo-ing, and that's not good for the only post that will last for about two months. Hee. Just, best of luck for your exams as well, everyone. I know both CAL and SAM students are having their finals too, so yeah, best of luck! And I'll assume you're wishing me the same thing too, SO THANK YOU. I'm gonna need all the luck I can get. UGHHHHHHHHH.

And as my last advice for these two months, STOP WHINING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING THAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE. If you're upset about something, something really worth getting upset about, fine. I'll even lend you a shoulder to cry on. But you know, I get so frustrated when I hear, or read about Facebook statuses from people that just go on whining and whining about everything. You're not the only one with problems, you know. And honestly speaking, whining in Facebook will not help you in the very least. You can go find a counsellor, talk to your best friends or family, or BETTER STILL, GO SEE A DOCTOR WHEN YOU'RE SICK. POSTING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE STAGE OF YOUR CURRENT HEALTH CONDITION AND THE PAINFUL HEALING PROCESS IN FACEBOOK WILL NOT HELP YOU. FACEBOOK IS NOT A DOCTOR, get that into your plastic head, will you? Yes, I know. They're doing this to seek attention, I get it. But it's quite frustrating for me somehow. I know, I shouldn't care. But seriously, reading stuff like "Tears are flowing down my cheeks right now. Who can save me?" and "I hate being sick. I'm sick again. Having a major headache now. =( " every time I open my Facebook is annoying. There are other people with major problems (not talking about myself lah!) like fighting terminal diseases, family problems, loss of someone important, those fighting in war etc, but you don't hear them complaining, do you? Can you imagine a soldier posting on Facebook "Someone shot at me today! It didn't hit, but IT ALMOST DID! I ALMOST DIED! WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS? I'm crying so hard right now. Someone, bring me to the hospital!" I wanted to block them, but unfortunately, most of them are actually people I know, so if I block them, they won't be able to contact me if they need to. SO RACHEL, BEAR WITH IT. THAT'S WHAT A KING WOULD DO! Oh, and I remember this girl, she always posts statuses with really vulgar words. Then one day, she posted a status on a woman who cut her line when she was buying food or something. Fuffff, the words she used in her status were like *shakes head*. Swearing is not cool, human. I sometimes swear, but only when I'm REALLY REALLY mad, and even if I am, I don't swear out loud. And neither am I happy nor proud of that. And come on, it's not that big a deal, yet the way she said it, it was as though that woman accidentally cut off her leg or something. So the result? I deleted her. HAHAHAHA.

There's this girl in Facebook who is always posting all those "I'm crying right now", "Why can't the tears stop flowing?", "What did I do to deserve this?", "I shouldn't have loved you because now my heart is breaking" (LOL so dramatic) etc, and then one hour after posting those kind of statuses, she'll post something like "Life is beautiful", "Always smile, because there's always a reason to smile". THIS coming from HER. I remember yelling in my head "YOU HYPOCRITE". HAHAHA. Yeah, even though I have never personally talked to her, but thanks to Facebook, I dislike her. HAHA. But no big deal, I dislike 80% of humans I come into contact with, generally. =D And then there are also those people, who post about every thing in their life. Like what time they wake up, what time they're going to bed, what they had for breakfast, lunch, dinner, what they're doing right now, what music they're listening right now. Dude, honestly, I DON'T CARE! Unless you're as awesome and significant as I am! Or even the slightest bit interesting, or doing something epic. Reading something like "Oh, just had nasi lemak for lunch. So full!" is not gonna make me jump up in my seat and go, "OMG, SHE HAD NASI LEMAK! THAT'S AMAZING! THAT SHOULD BE IN THE WORLD RECORDS! SHE HAD NASI LEMAK!" Yeahhhh, no, that's not gonna happen. And that daily Facebook greetings "Morning, Facebook!", "Goodnight, world! See you in Facebook again tomorrow" are silly. Why are you wishing FACEBOOK? It is an inanimate object okay. What, you practice animism?

Then there are also people who will keep on posting  videos on Korean boy bands or girl groups. If you want to post, whatever, I couldn't care less. But I'll appreciate it if you don't post EVERY SINGLE YOUTUBE VIDEO WHICH HAS SOMEONE WHO RESEMBLES AN ASIAN in Facebook! It's like spam okay. There's this girl, who posts 5 youtube videos on Korean boybands every day. It's not even funny. Not to mention totally untalented ones. Korean boy bands, I'm not saying their music is bad, hey, I listen to some Korean songs also okay. But being so obsessed with them is not normal okay. Their music is so forgettable. If you're obsessed, you're clearly only going for their looks. So what happens when they're all old and wrinkly? Go listen to them, that's your choice. But don't post everything in Facebook lah can?

But although I said so much, in the end, it's not always about them. It's more on how much I care. For instance, whenever Fatso posts something about what she had for lunch, I find that funny instead and start to tease her. But if anyone else that I don't give two hoots about did the same thing, then *coughs* the reaction is different.  Okay, maybe I'm slightly hypocritical but I think, in the end, the only thing that matters is HOW much you matter to me. ME. HAHAHA what, the whole world knows I'm self-obsessed! =D

So yeah, this post is pretty much meaningless. I should stop. My mood is deteriorating rapidly. Bye.

P.S. Sometimes. I wish, people don't have to grow up. Okay, I wish that most of the time. Because as people grow up, we become very good in three things. One: We become really talented in disappointing others. Two: We master the art of dramatizing things. As in we can make every small thing into one hell of an argument. Three: We practice the art of being selfish and manipulative, and become really good in it. I'm including myself too. I've become really good in all these. And you have too.